Many thoughts. His heart.

            i was supposed to post this on the nineteenth of april, when i turned twenty but clearly that didn't happen as i am ten days late. but here goes. better late than never. and also, future employer if you are reading this, this does not mean that i am bad with time and managing it and beating deadlines. ( i know a couple of my homies are laughing out loud right now.)              I'm reading a book; Delighting in the Trinity by Michael Reeves.  I've only covered one chapter but it was so good that I'm here and you're here too so let's dive in! Trinity. I'll quickly tell you what it's not. It is not something to shove to the back of your heads as a by the way, oh yeah ''He's three in one, whatever that means.'' I know things that  you can't really make sense of are hard to find beautiful, but stay with me. This is.               Trinity. God is three in one. Not three, not one but three in one. I thought,

Hold my face if I should wander. When my thoughts are far from home. When my faith is going under; remind me I am known. There's a little boy, that's not so little anymore that I grew up with. I grew up with several little boys. Six if you want a number. One of them my brother and the rest neighbors.  When I heard those lyrics above in the song, ''This close'' by Stefanny Gretzinger that little boy immediately came to mind. Kakuru. He's a special boy. Smart, beyond his years actually. He's funny and quite a handful. He always had an idea. He was so destructive but only because he is innovative.'' The remote control car can be more than a car, let me make it a helicopter.''  his thought processing that would be evident as he'd silently fidget with parts, always asking for tape and batteries.  Kuru is also stubborn. Hands down stubborn. So defiantly stubborn it hurts. I'm sure  I've had to hold his face to rebuke him. And s